Tuesday, August 14, 2012

The new me...


My journey to the new me started 4 years ago when I peed on a stick, & then 3 additional ones just to make sure it was correct. You never know with those light pink lines.
(Insert...me freaking out!!!)
I was a nanny and oddly enough nannying for a family with 3 boys, who happened to be a tad crazy. I was in charge of them for an entire weekend while their parents were on vacation. I joked that one day I was going to have 3 boys just like this family. Their boys were seriously a lot to handle. It was at their house that I had found out I was pregnant. 

I had no idea what to expect. I was terrified, scared and nervous of what was to come. Was I able to take on this huge task? To be in charge of another human being? At the time, I thought there was not a chance. But, I was, and I am. 4 years later and 3 sweet little boys, I am here. 
Welcome to the new me.
Allie, the mom
I must say I love every single thing that comes along with being a mom. 
Being a mom opens you up. I am so much more open than I ever was. I am more understanding, patient (I have to work on that daily!) and loving. But it also creates a more critical person as well. I have no tolerance for nonsense. It sounds like a huge contridiction saying I am more understanding but have no tolerance. I think I have just grown past all the BS and know what I want from life and what I want for my children, so I cannot handle drama or immaturity. That being said, I personally love the new me. I feel more confident to stand up in what I believe in, because I have to pave the way for my children. I have to be strong for them, which automatically makes you more forward in a lot of ways. I am no longer timid or shy. My new outlook is "grab life by the balls and run", We only have 1 life...I am going to use it!
If I do not step forward and do things, no one else will. It is seriously such an amazing feeling. Being a somewhat leader of your family, obviously Jordan is my equal teammate in this journey but man being a mom is fabulous. Having your children call you "mom", "mommy" or "mum" is amazing.
Sure it has it's downsides just like any other job. You are constantly tired, sometimes running on 2 hours of sleep. You may not have showered in a few days, you might not be wearing today's newest fashion or know the new "it" thing to do. You may wear your glasses all day long because it seems like too much energy wasted to put contacts in. You might run errands in your pajamas, but your child will be fully dressed, hello they always check out your children first (am I right!?) 
But I know one thing, my children think I am the bees knees. They do not care. They think I am the real deal.247....Okay maybe not 247, because I am sometimes the mean mom who punishes them but nonetheless they love me. Unconditionally. And that, my friends is powerful. It makes me stronger. It makes me who I now am. It makes me a mom. And  for that, I am eternally blessed. 
Cheers to being a mom! 

13 comments:

  1. this post is amazing allie! I think we all agree100% about being a mom. It is truly the most amazing and life changing this that has ever happened to me.
    ps. I love all of these pictures of you! You are gorgeous!

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  2. Allie! I so love you! This is amazing. :)

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  3. Thanks for this post! Being a mom is the BEST job in the world. I wouldn't trade it for anything. When Kenzie smiles just because she sees me or when Kaylee says I love you mommy. It makes it so much better! It's not always easy but at the end of the day it is so worth it!

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  4. AND! You do it well! Love this post! To me, there really is nothing greater than being a mom. So far, I only have 1 boy, but I'd love to have a few more to add to the mix! Time will tell!!!! Sweet post! Boys DO love their mommas!!!!!!

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  5. Cheers! You are such a great mom! I agree hearing them say moooommmy in the morning warms my heart!

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  6. Beautifully written Allie! Cheers!

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  7. I wish there was a "like" button for Blogger. Thumbs up anyways! Allie, you rock! The honesty is so refreshing.

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  8. LIKE LIKE LIKE! Love this post! Yay for being a mom, and you're an awesome one :D

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  9. Love this! When we were on vacation we were sitting outside at a restaurant and these people were smoking right by us and that is the one thing I will speak up right away about. Most things I am so quiet but no way is my child going to breathe second hand smoke! Being a mom is amazing!

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  10. ohh! this was a Gorgeous post!! I don't have children yet but only yesterday was thinking about the role you play as "mum"...it's exactly what you were saying about being the leader. That's exactly what you are. Sounds like you are embracing this beautiful time in your life and making the most of it in every possible way...even if that does mean leaving the specs on instead of popping in your contacts! Who cares about those little details :)
    loved reading through your blog. I've just spent a good half of my morning reading through your recent posts. I'm your latest follower as a result... I hope you might like to swing by my blog and follow each other. Would be great to have you come by soon.
    Maria :)

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  11. Cheers my beautiful Friend! You make the mom thing looks GOOD! I'm glad you posted this as a nice reminder to me when I get caught up sometimes in the blog or pinterest world...everything you should or could be right there at a click. But being a mother is really the heart of life!

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  12. love! I feel like my babies mellowed me out too, and my marker for success is Anna cries when I go to the bathroom without her. Would a child do that if their mother wasn't AWESOME?

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