Panorama Test

My has the gender finding out tools changed! I was able to get a simple blood test done last week that will tell us the gender of the baby along with any chromosomal issues, its called the Panorama Test. My doctors up here do not offer the test so I went to my old OB office to have it done! We should have the results in a week or so, which has me on pins and needles! While I was there I had to fill out some paperwork, some of which included my previous births and genders. 
I do not have ANY idea or inkling on what this baby is. Every time I have been 125% sure it's a girl and now I am really leaning towards boy. The boys are all rooting for a SISTER so we shall see. My heart is legit torn, I think I have gotten so used to the idea of being a boy mom over the years and since we thought we were done I never explored the mindset of having a girl. BUT we shall see in about 7 days what this little bean is! And for once Jordan is on board with knowing! If you have followed my other births he did not want to know the gender at ALL for the boys so I am excited that he is excited to know as well!

Hope you all had a magical Christmas with your loved ones! 
Heres the only family picture we were able to snag! 

Cannot wait to share the news with you guys!! Prayers for a healthy baby!!! 

Here we go again!

When I started this little blog we only had one child and were expecting #2, I made so many amazing mom friends that have become life long friends through blogging, typing posts has become a not so normal occurrence for me so Ill be documenting a majority of this pregnancy through vlogs on YouTube, its just easier to talk vs type! :) I will be sharing the whole pregnancy this way, for 52 weeks, showing the good, the bad, the awkward and the beautiful, I have always been a pretty open person and talking about my anxiety and fear I think will help a ton, I know making this video already released a lot of it for me. So here is the start. Cannot wait to document it all!!

Yesterday we had a teeny scare which I will be sharing in this weeks video but all is good today, tomorrow I go in for blood work for the gender scan which I have never KNOWN this early before, so hopefully the first week of January we will receive the news or whether this bean is a boy or a girl. EVERYONE and their mom has told me the odds are NOT in my favor for a girl and I kinda agree that I think its a boy so finding out as early as possible is HUGE for my mind haha! We have some names and honestly I have been more focused on the boy name because that is the reality of my life these past 6 years. So here we go, next summer we will have 5 kids under 7. Is that even normal? I think not, but its our reality haha Lets do this!

And time for the next chapter!

I cannot wait to share this journey through our 5th pregnancy in 2016! I will be documenting the pregnancy and postpartum weekly on YouTube for 52 weeks. I am hoping this sharing will help me cope with the raw and real feelings of being overwhelmed but overjoyed over this new adventure! Heres to a new adventure! 

Ill be documenting on Instagram and YouTube!