Monday, January 4, 2016

Week 1 of 52.

Shared my reaction to boy #5 in my video this week for my 52 week journey through pregnancy and postpartum! It will always be on my heart and mind the "what ifs" of life and it can go all ways, I mean if we had never miscarried would we even be having this baby or would we have closed the chapter long ago? What if when I miscarried it was indeed a girl? All those emotions are always there and living inside me and it feels good to get them out. Regardless of any of my heart thinking's I am over the moon blessed and so grateful for every path we have traveled, if I had never been through these blessings and obstacles, I wouldn't be ME. I'm a boy mom through and through and this just confirms it. Every step in my life has been a lesson and blessing.....enjoy my ramblings!

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  1. Allie,
    Thank you for sharing your raw feelings about the gender of baby #5. I really thought it was a girl too. I have followed your blog for a while but never commented but man you are amazing with your boy and have the absolute best attitude towards raising kids. It is Normal to want to experience both sex, I am sure you would be yearning for a boy if you had 4 daughters. I am loving this series you are doing. You truly have an absolutely beautiful family.

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